I was laying down in bed .
I was thirsty so I got up on my elbow and reached across to nightstand for a drink.
I pulled a muscle in my chest, high up almost to throat area.
I hear the pop and thought I'd throw up but went ahead with drink and almost chocked.
Seriously what are the odds?
MamaPea I won't even say what I was drinking.
Laid down and went to sleep , a few hours later about 2 am I woke up thinking I was having a heart attack.
I was cold and teeth were chattering and it hurt to breath or lay down or twist on side.
I went to bathroom and being upright eased it a teeny tiny bit.
I thought about it and realized it was wrong area for heart so I calmed down and remembered "pop".
It's been almost 2 days and I can finally breath somewhat and sleep propped on pillows.
Of all the nincompoop things to happen for Gods sake I was just thirsty.
It made me hate what I was reaching for and I have definitely swore off them for good.
I went to get "gray taken away" temporarily today.
Afterwards I stopped to get subs for our lunch and out of "I'm out and about so I'll just buy a small one" I bought a 12 oz bottle of demon water.
I started for home and cracked the seal and took a sip and almost threw up.
It made me sick!
Psychologically it is making it hurt to breath although realistically I would have drank the water I always kept on night stand otherwise.
See how my mind works?
I made and ate my favorite soup, Ham and Bean a few years ago.
That night I came down with the flu.
I tossed up soup and anything else I consumed for last year it was so bad.
I ended up 10 #s lighter during that flu week (it came back with a vengeance).
I have never made or ate Ham and Bean since.
I know I'm crazy you don't have to say it.
Off to LN's field hockey game, at least I can breath sitting in chair on sidelines.