Am I jinxed?
Notice only 2 doe kids with Mama?
Big Billy kid died this morning.
So frustrated right now.
I never actually saw him hurse but holding him his belly was warm and full.
Maybe he never nursed?
I asked for S to verify last night but after being seperated last night for 5 hours he didn't wanna nurse
when forced to but when left alone and spied on he went back to bag and nosed around making sucking sounds so S "thought" he was fine.
This morning he was lethargic and laying full out barely breathing.
I am so mad at myself.
I should have done it myself and then...I don't know if it would have helped but I might feel as if I did all I could at least.
I am not fishing for alot of cheery encouraging comments here.
I f*#%ed up.
On the positive side when I went to barn this morning I did a double take when I saw these cuties...
I love lambs.
Ewes too as a rule just get it done.
I have only helped 2x with lambs and 1 of those times was a prolapse to be returned and the other I'm not sure was necessary to help tiny runt nurse as she went to Mom after 2 small bottles
and grew like a weed.
Think ewe named Valentine has any milk?
Both ram lambs are nursing and moving around , hopping around actually.
Seems someone just wants some attention.
Baby Bones says "please lady take my picture".
Gym update - still going and still sweating buckets.
Still not fun.
Still going and still necessary.
New trainer is fine and we're gelling.
I thought after 1st actual workout with her she wasn't doing enough with me intensity wise.
I found out next morning at 3 am barn check I was wrong.
My legs and glutes protested the stairs more than usual.
So it goes and I still go.