If I had a Million Dollars

If I had a million dollars...

I wouldn't tell anyone ever. I know who needs some and who just wants some!

I definently would NOT be living in Delaware. Too Flat, too humid, too many people!

I'd blow a wad on a large as I could piece of private mountainous ground in Montana, Wyoming or Utah.

No people, no congestion, no flat land, no humidity.

I would help out those who needed it. Hard to say who that would be.

I've needed for my whole life so I might just take care of me 1st.

Yep that's selfish I know. I should feel bad....I don't. Living hand to fist isn't bad. I'm used to it.

Whole point is mute cause it will NEVER happen anyway.

Just in case I have my remote ranch planned in my head, all the sheds and barns I will need.

My little house for me and LN. 

Probably won't take S with me though.

#1 He doesn't like mountains, cold or snow. #2 I do #3 I'm tired of compromising which is fancy for always giving in to his needs. #4 I don't want to. Period enough said...

Can you tell I'm frustrated? I am. Life is not as it should be.

I can't fix it now but I will.

I refuse to live my later years unhappy. LN is 12 in 7th grade so I have a few years.

I vow this will happen.