Monkey

You see I have a monkey on my back.

I am a Coke addict.

I fight it hard but it is a stress reliever, a cooling break and I love them .

There are bad for my teeth, my body, my weight, my life.

Some days I do better than others.

This week I am consiously trying to not buy any unless I eat out.

I try to eat out at local place that doesn't serve Coke only Pepsi which I hate.

I do not buy cases for my home, I only buy singles if I stop at store or to eat.

I'm trying, I'm human, I love them.

Don't tell me just to stop , I do, I go weeks and months without them.

Stress is directly related to need for them which is a telling sign.

 I should destress but HE  the cause wont take the hint.

LOL

So not funny but again necessary to laugh about it for awhile yet.

         

Oh how I miss it.

What's worse I collect Coke "stuff" .

I have huge sign that hung outside place in PA that I loved to get real old fashioned subs

with the wooden long picks in it to hold it together.

I have little mirrors and magnets and advertisments as well.

I need to put them away.

But I love it!

 

On a side note I turned idiot box on at 8:00 pm last night to see what was on.

I had been reading before that, a Iris Johansen book, real good.

I flipped through 60 channels and nada, nothing, zip, zilch on.

I started to watch something I didn't even like.

When I realized that I turned it off and read till 10:00pm.

Lights out should have been earlier but better than mindless show I didn't even like.

It's a start.

 

Down with the monkeys!