No clue what to say anymore.
I am still kicking.
Finishing up my Mom n laws house and furnishings.
So sad to see it all get lumped in the truck headed to auction.
S just doesn't care about any of it.
I think his Mom would be very disappointed but it is what it is.
House is on the market with an offer "as is".
Younger girl wants it but she wants FHA loan with an "As Is" house.
I'm told the 2 do not marry well.
Fingers crossed but if not others are waiting in the wings.
Sheep still here and breeding for new year lambs.
This ewe is a hot mess.
She found the cockleburs and proceeded to make one dreadlock out of a handful.
Each time she lets me I untangle another lock.
Shearing time is upon me so it will come off to regrow.
I feel like I'm in a holding pattern.
Our business is verbally sold as of end of year to a local Amish man.
Been in operation since 1968 at this address.
It will be a relief but will bring about big changes also.
If God only gives you as much as you can handle I must be SuperWoman.
I certainly do not feel I am.
Today is the 13th anniversary of the wreck that changed my 2 daughters and myself's lives.
Drunk driver slammed head on doing 60 mph.
The ensuing medical nightmare for all 3 of us was not the worst part.
The mental and personality changes of my babies was and is permanently horrible.
I remember what they were but can't return them to that happiness.
I have ordered seed for next years garden just in case there is a shortage.
Nothing crazy, just regular vegetable seeds.
Easy to store a handful.
I also ordered 2 more blueberry bushes.
My 3 although producing seem to not be as hardy as other years.
Again hedging my bets here.
If I have to move away they will still make someone happy.
Much mowing is occurring to knock weeds down in my pastures before winer.
The garden that went to seed with weeds as tall as myself is being tackled.
I am hand pulling the whole thing.
Good hand therapy for my shattered arm/hand.
I bought the gypsum pellets and dycon radishes I'm told with loosen the soil for me.
Time will tell on this as well.
Trying to keep chin up and temper down.
The last is a fete for me lately.
