Saturday, October 20, 2018

Because...

I ought to write a post.
So I am.
Let's see...


A friend is having a little girl any day now.
I hope this is girly enough.
I ran out of pink so used green cause grass right???
It was too big for an infant so I washed it in hot water to shrink and felt.
No picture but hopefully it will be useable.



My favorite Halloween decorations.




Today is large Amish School Auction for our area.
The neighbor made cream filled doughnuts for their food booths.
There were a full dozen in the box. 
Now whatever could have happened?





Friday, October 12, 2018

End of season...

Show season has ended for LN and I.
The remaining shows we will miss because of college obligations.
We attended Big E and KILE for those of you that know those shows.
Good times with better friends!!!


As always this kid of mine impresses me with her poise and grace.


She is so helpful to others and a calming force in my life.


The world is getting a gem in this one.
I kinda feel like that that about the other ones but don't tell them ;]`
She just happens to be with me more often.
The jeans she is wearing with the pink shirt she bought for $5.00 from a consignment box
that was at a livestock supply trailer.
Geeze she was excited about them.
My girls love bargains.
Yesterday I went to Goodwill and found 8 prs of jeans for us three.
Retail therapy... and name brands in great condition some almost new.
$6.00 each was a great price considering the original sticker price.
All three of us fit in ascending  sizes which is a bonus.
Those two obviously are the smaller sizes :-/
I have found tons of bargains for Miss A as well over the last few weeks.
(toys, playclothes, some cute winter/fall puffy vests, etc)
Lancaster has a cool second hand place I stop each time I am up at Lena college.
I found a long sleeveless shawl collared cardigan that is wool/alpaca mix in a beautiful grey color.
I can't wait to wear it this fall.
It all helps the wallet.

Today is blusteringly chilly.
Steady winds from hurricane Michael moving south of us.
I am loving it.
Finally...
The sheep are being bred because the nights are cooling off finally.
A day (or month) late and a dollar (later lambing) short as my Dad always says.
Better late than never...
All appendages crossed please.




Wednesday, October 10, 2018

Flummoxed...

to say the least.
Disappointed...Sad....Resigned

All describe my feelings this evening.
I tried to express why I have feelings of resentment, anger and general dislike.
It was not taken well.
I have done research on the best way to say it all and be heard.
I asked advice of a physcologist I know. 
Didn't happen that way.
I am a bull in a china shop but I treaded as light as I could.
It has been 11+ years built up.

I feel exhausted and sad.
But relieved I finally put my feelings I have held in into words.

That is done no matter the consequences to come.

Sometimes ya just gotta get it out before ya burst.